lei fraser

imagine.create.become

  • new assignment – write the first paragraph of a novel. 20 minutes of writing whatever comes up.
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    Neva rushed to catch the door of the apartment building before it swung shut and left her locked out in the street. She shivered as she shook off the slush and snow that had piled quickly onto her shoulders and hair. It was a two minute walk from the subway, but the winter was fierce this year. It was snowing furiously outside, and she was glad to not be out in it any longer. She bent down to adjust her knee-high leather boots and turned her head to look down the hallway to the elevator. The band of golden light was moving to a thin sliver.

    “Shit” Neva said out loud. “Hold the door!” She called out and hurried down the tiled marble floor. Her heel s clacked and clicked, echoing against the bare walls. The elevator door continued to close, uninterrupted until the last possible moment, when a gloved hand suddenly shot out to keep it from closing completely. The door relented and slid back open with barely a whisper of protest. Neva rushed in, consumed by the gold interior light.

    “Thanks” she said. She was breathless, and leaned back against the wall. Snowflakes melted against her skin. Neva touched her face absently. She glanced out into the empty hallway before the elevator door closed and then turned to see who it was that held the door for her. Her flirty smile froze on her lips, and the colour drained from her cheeks. The last thing she saw was the flash of white light, then the elevator was plunged into darkness.
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  • There was a sharp knock on the door. Monica ignored it.

    “Aren’t you going to answer that?” Steve asked. Monica refused to look up.

  • There was a sharp knock on the door. Monica ignored it.

    “Aren’t you going to answer that?” Steve asked. Monica refused to look up.

  • Eyes that stare at me
    Lamenting at my ugliness
    No trace of beauty can be found
    In the folds of such plain dress
    But look deeper
    Into the dark recesses of my mind
    Search for beauty there
    Perhaps that is what you will find
    Beauty buried so deep
    That it cannot blossom forth
    Like the delicate rosebud
    Never considered for all its worth
    End this terrible tormenting
    Stop insisting on what I must be
    For all that comes is all I can give
    And all I can give is me
    ~

  • The pieces lay on the floor
    Every time I turn around
    Do not ask the score
    Lose again, for I am bound

    I pull me together again
    And try to walk away
    Overcome my shame
    This struggle will not sway

    One day I will be fine
    A smile will burst my face
    All to say one of a kind
    And end this silly race

  • The sun shines
    Cooling the land
    The clouds crawl on the ground
    The strange of day
    Has come this way
    A dog barks with no sound

    The birds, they crawl
    Like lizards small
    The snow is hot to touch
    “Bizarre” they cry and
    wonder why
    Do we know all that much?

  • The rose, it blooms
    In heat of day,
    And then by night
    It fades away
    There is not one
    Who can explain
    Why one small flower
    Would suffer this pain
    Having to wake
    In the heat of day
    And then by night
    Just fade away

  • Eyes that stare at me
    Lamenting at my ugliness
    No trace of beauty can be found
    In the folds of such plain dress
    But look deeper
    Into the dark recesses of my mind
    Search for beauty there
    Perhaps that is what you will find
    Beauty buried so deep
    That it cannot blossom forth
    Like the delicate rosebud
    Never considered for all its worth
    End this terrible tormenting
    Stop insisting on what I must be
    For all that comes is all I can give
    And all I can give is me
    ~

  • The pieces lay on the floor
    Every time I turn around
    Do not ask the score
    Lose again, for I am bound

    I pull me together again
    And try to walk away
    Overcome my shame
    This struggle will not sway

    One day I will be fine
    A smile will burst my face
    All to say one of a kind
    And end this silly race

  • The sun shines
    Cooling the land
    The clouds crawl on the ground
    The strange of day
    Has come this way
    A dog barks with no sound

    The birds, they crawl
    Like lizards small
    The snow is hot to touch
    “Bizarre” they cry and
    wonder why
    Do we know all that much?

  • The rose, it blooms
    In heat of day,
    And then by night
    It fades away
    There is not one
    Who can explain
    Why one small flower
    Would suffer this pain
    Having to wake
    In the heat of day
    And then by night
    Just fade away

  • the rain last night left me sleepless
    it sang against the window
    in the deepest hours
    left me restless and wondering
    about the smallest moments of my life

    where will this wandering take me?
    though now i feel i am waiting
    like one of those raindrops
    hoping to fall from the window sill
    to join others in something bigger
    than myself

    one day maybe i will realize
    maybe not until the sun shines again
    that in that moment before i disappear
    to return again to the sky
    i am everything i can be
    i am everything i am

    i watch the raindrop patterns
    as they dance across the glass
    i cannot make any sense of them,
    but i know just what they are
    there can’t be only one raindrop that
    falls on a cold november night
    and i am waiting for the sun to rise
    stubborn in my blindness
    waiting to understand
    waiting to be free
    waiting to be me

    ~