the pause after the end
leaning into another beginning
that place
I want
need
to step into it
fold my body
fold my heart
fold myself
to curl around you
to hold you close
to me
and be held
beyond the edge
of myself
but
like a thousand steel needles
I fear
if I close my eyes
I am lost
alone
bound and torn
into slim ribbons
of existence
I hold myself out
to where dreams thrive
and follow me
like music
through the trees
ask for nothing
in return
just a pause
before
~
la 2020
