lei fraser

imagine.create.become

  • III
    I ask for nothing
    Not for you to see me
    Not for you to hear me
    Or listen to one word
    Or agree or share or walk
    With me
    Find instead the path
    That calls your name
    dressing it in love and bliss
    lifting you up high
    to see beyond what you think
    you might know
    and gives you the freedom
    to laugh with every part of you
    just because you can
    I will meet you there

     

  • II
    In saying Thank you
    I pray that you do not misunderstand
    Your indifference and ignorance
    Has not misled me
    Or pulled me where I was not meant to go
    Instead, with your help
    And the kindness of your anger and distain
    Has propelled me forward
    To this moment now
     I embrace you with deep love and understanding
    And care for you as a child of my own
    Thank you for the gift of you
    May each day that arrives in your heart
    Hold you closely and fill you with the utmost joy
    May you be released from suffering
    And know always deep peace
    ~
    15.11.07
    Leigh-Anne Fraesr
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    I

    Sun light traces
    Shadow lines down
    Along my arm
    Patterns match the trees
    Towering over me

    I am the leaf
    Laying gently on
    The soft ground
    Carried by the crisp
    November wind

    Under the Inner Sky
    Where clouds pass lazily
    Before the azure jeweled sun
    Where the gift of rain is born
    To fall to the soil
    To quench the thirst of hidden roots

    I am the stone
    Lodged in the river bed
    Worn smooth by the flow
    Touched by the passing
    And kissed by the sunlight’s reflection
    In the waves

    Looking behind, at a glance
    The path appears
    untouched
    under the sea of other leaves
    fallen before, one on top of the other

    I cannot recognize myself there
    One step or the other,
    The turn of footprints
    Or even where the path stops
    And the rest of the forest begins

    I am instead the wing
    Carried by currents
    And sudden gusts
    Rising upward
    Between the land and inner sky
    To see not only before or the path ahead
    But the land, leigh-anne
    In its entirety
    ~
    15.11.07
    Leigh-Anne Fraser

  • red canoe

    I am
    the shadow growing
    longer in the rich golden light
    of the setting sun
    I am the moss
    growing over the
    stony ruins of
    an abandoned house
    I am the wandering path
    through the dark woods
    I am the husk of dead tree
    standing where the grubs feed
    and the woodpeckers hunt
    I am the broken limb
    left to rot and return
    to the earth
    I am the wind
    lifting the leaves up
    to the sky
    I am the call of songs
    that only birds
    understand
    I am nowhere here
    and everywhere
    like drops of rain
    gathering in a puddle
    I am star bits
    tossed along an inky sky
    by an unseen hand
    I am
    just
    me

    ~

    ©Leigh-Anne Fraser 2011

  • writing

     

    empty pages
    more than real life
    all of the answers
    let air out of the tires
    make it again
    but only temporarily
    like the last eight
    beneath my feet
    if no birds sang
    we can’t hear what they say
    a lily with the other
    unable to express
    by strength
    by perservence
    to fill the small minded predator
    without regret or reserve

    april 2015

  • ice fog

    morning
    I breathe you
    hoar frost and ice fog
    clothe the sunrise
    I watch looking for myself
    there in the soften outlines
    of bare tree limbs
    and evergreens
    there in the sleeping earth
    and dusting of snow
    I lie in the furrows
    stretched out
    to close my eyes
    while the day
    carries on
    ~

    leigh-anne fraser

  • lakeshore

     

    I watched the blades of grass
    Dip and bend with the wind
    The clouds flap like drying sheets
    On the line – constant movement
    Wild flowers scent the air
    Woven into my hair, my fingers
    I lay back watching
    In silent reverie
    The birds sang sweetly today
    And a grasshopper
    Kissed my knee
    Before leaping away
    Still dark night
    Stars brightly shine
    Shower down in streams of light
    Heart beats thunder
    Palms turned upwards
    Stars fall to kiss
    My hands
    Slip beneath the surface
    Water molds to every body curve
    Moonlight dances
    On cresting waters
    Quiet joy
    Silence
    ~

  • driving home 7

     

    here is your silence
    in this room
    laid out across the tables
    in soft golden tones of candlelight
    in the pages of closed books
    resting now in piles
    by my bare feet

    here is your silence
    wrapped like the amethyst beads
    around my wrist
    this pulse that we all share
    shortening the distance
    between us

    here is your silence
    in this quiet place
    of my heart
    the night folded into me
    until I know longer know
    where the night begins and I end
    here is where love turns into
    the next spiral of life
    this is where silence walks

    out across one open palm
    to the next
    held together

    my heart to yours

    ~
    lei fraser

    2009

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    in conversation
    with the sea
    I stood with day’s end
    and listened to the waves
    drowning in their song
    I heard nothing else
    not the soft lullaby of
    the pale setting sun
    not the coo of birds
    hiding in coastal flowers
    I heard nothing but the beating
    of my own heart
    until I was gone
    and only the sea remained

    in conversation
    with my soul
    I stood at the edge
    of the estate
    wandered in the darker lines
    and abandoned buildings
    breathed in the faint, heady scent
    of who I used to be
    I saw nothing else
    but the spaces
    until I was gone and only
    only soul remained

    in conversation
    I stood with emptiness
    arms thrown wide to
    the night sky
    under a canopy of silver
    and listened
    to my breath
    the last one and the next
    I felt nothing else
    and there was nothing left
    ~

    leigh-anne fraser

    March 2013

  •  

    blue morpho wing

    clenched in tight fists
    one moment, the next
    pulse throbbing beat
    nails dig in

    life drips
    one by one
    landing on the edge
    of paperthin wings

    did you care at all
    to be by my side
    coming and going
    from my world

    no words trip over
    my finger tips
    I cannot comfort you
    absence tells the story

    fire mingles with truth
    magnetic music fills one ear
    then the other
    no silence only stillness

    alone before the black
    nothingness of
    existing on a thin tableline
    I am pinned

    supine dreams
    guiding voices
    breathe

    April 2,2015
    ©Leigh-Anne Fraser

  • open

    On a September morning
    I wake up and you are gone
    The house is empty still, without you
    But it’s not in me to hold on

    Oh my dear, the wind is whispering your name
    Calling you out to the wide open roads again

    Across the golden fields
    Through the mountains
    To the sea
    Under the clear blue sky
    Will you remember me?

    Every time I think of your goodbye
    It still brings tears to my eyes
    But I am letting you go
    Because I know
    I know

    Oh my dear, the wind is whispering your name
    Calling you out to the wide open roads again

    Across the golden fields
    Through the mountains
    To the sea
    Under the clear blue sky
    Will you remember me?

    I’m praying that you don’t
    Get lost along the way…
    If you do, my love…
    If the sun fades away

    May you always find a place to rest
    At the end of your day

    Oh my dear
    The wind is whispering your name
    Calling you out
    To the wide open roads again

    Across the golden fields
    Through the mountains
    To the sea

    Only one thing that I ask
    As you go on your way

    Always remember me
    Always remember me

    September 2,2010

    ©Leigh-Anne Fraser

  • walking through the lotus ponds

    I realized this morning, thanks to a friend, that April is National Poetry Month. I don’t know who decides these things, or what nation it is celebrating but when it comes to poetry, I think everyone should join in. I make no guarantees that I will be able to share a poem a day for the next thirty days, but I am going to try.

    I have written a lot of poetry over the years. In brave moments I have thrown together small collections of poetry to share with my offspring as they got older, and have certainly shared a lot of poetry here.

    Thunder of a Butterfly Wing was my first collection. The title reflects the sound that writing poetry creates in my head; the pounding, relentless crashing of words and thoughts needing to be written; balanced thinly on the edge of butterfly wings.

    Between digging into the archives and writing something new this month… I believe this idea is about to take flight.

    la